I thought I was gonna die

So we are safe in a hotel here I am in a hallway watching a guy bag it up..... so no worries about the hurricane....

but you know how I was sick with food poisoning... two night ago when i was trying to fall asleep my eyes were involuntarily opening and my mouth wouldn't shut it was a little weird and annoying but not that big of a deal....

you know me I am always in control of my body and know everything that goes wrong with it and almost always WHY! I need to know WHY things are happening to my body

well last night the eyes thing started and my lips were making a frowning face (all of this I couldn't control) and then my jaw started to clench i thought maybe I had lock jaw but then it started grinding my teeth and setting my jaw off center right for five minutes the left and I would bit down so hard it felt as if my teeth would break. my right side of my tongue went numb along with the right side of my mouth... then my right hand started to clench up (I remind you I couldn't control ANY OF THIS) So I was going crazy... when my throat started to clench i knew that was it and I needed to go to the hospital so I did.... the doctor didn't have ANY idea what was wrong but he guess was that it was my body had had a minor allergic reaction to the antibiotics and my body was getting stressed about it and thats how it reacted.....

if this doesn't tell you how bad I felt and how scared I was then dear god you don't know me all I heard was the word "injection" and I was on the table then Braidy was like ummm in your butt.... so I got a shot WILLINGLY IN MY BUTT!!!!!!!!!!

it kinda died down not the jaw part though.... I had to get a little bit of help from Wiley with that... had he not been there i am pretty sure that i would still be crying wishing my body would just give up and die



Wiley just told me that the hurricane is still category 2 and is going to hit land around 10 i think .... so we'll see how this shit goes down i will update you on that .....

basically life is way better today with the hurricane that yesterday with the muscle spasms